Post by Morag Rousseau on Aug 24, 2008 8:10:47 GMT -5
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(( moragisobelrousseau ))
"too scared i could not run
i could not make a sound
lights were flashing
my whole life passing
my feet were stuck to the ground."
Full Name»»
Morag Isobel Rousseau.
Date Born»» [/b]
august ninth.
Age»» [/b]
sixteen.
Year»» [/b]
sixth.
Gender»» [/b]
female.
Religion»» [/b]
agnostic.
Sexual Orientation»» [/b]
heterosexual.
Pet/s/»» [/b]
Della;; puppy back at home.
Crisp;; white-ish owl.
Blood Status»» [/b]
Pureblood.
related to the Rookwood family.
Wand»» [/b]
eight and a half inches, blackwood, fairy wing at core, rigid.
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personality.
personality.
First Impression»» [/b]
The first impression that anyone will ever have about this girl would have been that she's quite naive without any enough wits to decrease such an aspect. That is, in a way, correct, though her piercing gaze could tell any other person that she's quite intelligent... perhaps too bright for her own age. She's not special in any way, but anyone could note the fact that she had an intense obsession about studying and succeeding in her years throughout Hogwarts, including the fact that she obviously reads numerous books. They could see the utter obsession when lingering with her even for a few moments. Normally, any first impression taken about her is quite true, for she appears to be 'glowing' from the tremendous happiness that she possesses within her, especially with achildish grin that some her age lack. Quite fun, to state the truth, perhaps even with the slightest flicker of a secretive past... for no one could become this happy without anything to hide. It is easily noted that she's not dangerous in the least bit, but perhaps enjoys danger, for the adventurous spirit burns within her just as much as her happiness and wit. To sum it all up, perhaps looking at her would resemble in numerous ways looking at a hyper child, which is why some even are wary of her, thinking that she's quite dangerous because she doesn't look like it. Trust these days are rather minimum, or so she noted.
Self Image»» [/b]
Secretly, Morag hates herself utterly, but of course, it could never show within her features just how despicable she thinks hersself as. Her knowledge of herself is quite limited, for she's afraid to know what's dug within her. From the outside, she seems like quite the person that would enjoy their time and would accept anyone lovingly without discrimination, but that all never happened upon a day. When she was younger, she was the complete opposite of what she grew up to be, which is why the mere fact that she's acting rather friendly does sicken her... and she knows nothing of herself other than she's probably fake.
Positive Traits»» [/b]
- GOODNATUREDThis is an aspect that she holds on really tight, since she could never let any person hate her... she just can never take it, which is why such a trait exists within her and appears really strongly in front of any human (and animals for that matter). Being rather delighted in everything, she never thinks that people make mistakes, ever, and whatever they do, they do it with a good spirit and by accident, not meaning it in the least bit, which is why she was being taken advantage of quite a lot of times, to state the truth. Her trust within people had made her place a smile aross her lips all the time, and every aspect of hers is connected with the other. Without being good natured, she would never have been a happy, chirpy child. Some people are attracted to this good natured person, for it rather sparkles within her features and it's extremely clear that she can take the worst of things and turn it into a good thing. She would rather let go of the bad things in life and believe for ever and ever that they don't exist in the slightest, a curse that tugs badly upon her personality, but she never thinks of it as such. Morag would never plan on revenging against anyone, anyone at all. Even if someone stabbed her right in front of her face, she would think that they weren't doing anything wrong and that she would never even plan on hurting them back. This was never a good thing, or at least, it never was most of the time. People wonder how much more can she handle before she actually breaks and let go of this trait, then she'd probably be a bomb, ticking so slowly yet it seems so quickly at the same time. They keep on stating that Morag can never handle more, and this is never a genuine side of her. Come on, who can possibly remain this strong and never fall back again after so many people pushed them towards the edge. Morag, apparently, can perfectly do this. Someday, probably, just maybe she'd break and finally plan on being erupted throughout the whole place, meaning that the bomb within her will no longer tick, but will finally do what it was meant to in the first place. She hides all her feelings, and whenever anything bad happens to her, whenever anyone does anything bad to her that might damage her for life (or even a minor thing for that matter) she'd take all those feelings and bury it deep down inside, rather unconsciously, as if they never existed, and she will keep on saying that it was nothing wrong, and merely the right thing. People are never wrong. Never bad. Never evil. That's all the thoughts that linger upon her head, and apparently, buried deep down inside of her, these emotions will remain locked... hopefully for a long time at least.
- CHARMINGEven though it seems that all the time, she's trapped in her own world where there only exists childish acts and happy thoughts with no other thing lingering between them, that never means that she can never possibly be civilized to people or even attract them in a good way. Due to the fact that she desperately needs everyone to like her (her fragile heart can never possibly embrace hate or anything that resembles such an awful thing) she's rather charming in numerous ways. One, it usually depends on the person she gets acquainted with: if a teacher, then she would probably act more mature than normal so she could gain the respect needed, and if it was someone her age, then she would go look for the other person's good aspects and use it to her advantage. Thankfully enough, Morag is one of those people that can actually determine the likes and hates of others easily by surveying them fully... it usually comes in handy all the time. It's sort of like she is x-raying them somehow, but that's not entirely true. Being sociable in many aspects, it is only natural for her to know such things, since she is what people can say: a person who reads others like an open book. It's merely an outcome and a result from all the social acts she had possessed ever since birth, but it never was a curse. Who's to blame for the child's social acts when it had done her good throughout her life? Well, most of the time at least. She seems to have been a saint with all those charming features that she possesses, but truth stated, she isn't fully a one, though she might as well have been. A person who really is this devious though from deeply beneath can never be a saint now, can they ever? Morag merely thinks along the lines of what other people do, this thing that she had ever since a long time due to her sociability. It's never really a mystery, that girl's charms that is. As for flirting, Morag really isn't much fond about such a thing, but she is somewhat good nonetheless. It's merely like charming someone, though the difference is the world to her, for she gets nervous and starts shifting badly, especially around those boys in which she had taken a liking towards. Usually, she would never be this nervous, in fact, she never is, not around every single person in this earth... maybe a little bit shy, but never nervous, but when she tries to flirt with a guy that she completely likes, she would make a complete fool out of herself... but most people would... she thinks at least. Her flirting skills are rather... low, and she can't seem to say the right thing at the right time, though that only happens when flirting and not anywhere else. If it was anything else, she would have been charming as charming could ever get. It's just a major trait within her, and would never seem to
- CARINGIt might appear to the whole population that caring for others is a rather weak trait within anyone, and if anyone ever does, then their life is a complete lie and deserves nothing more than being left all alone in their la la land. It's not the same case when it comes to Morag, for she seems more than content to show that care flashing and coursing through every cell within her, and she would make it appear gladly. She probably is much more proud of this streak that lingers within her more than anything, for then, she knows that she will remain there till the end towards any person. She would care a lot for those she knows, and even those that are complete strangers. Of course, it might seem like she's clingy or something, but she really isn't... it's only because she is a people-animal person, wanting to help everyone and wanting everything to be just... perfect. Even though it doesn't exist, she's quite ambitious and will live all her life believing that such a thing is achievable, and that everyone deserves caring no matter what. She also developed some sort of dream, that each and every day of her life, she will try to accomplish it: helping people and living things till they're all cured from within their deepest extents till their outer demeanor. Sounds quite hard? It definitely is, but that doesn't mean that she'll drop every single dream she has and flush it down the toilet without at least trying her best to do as such in achieving them, which she really will. Some people call that intervening in other people's businesses and that she isn't allowed to do as such, but Morag can never just witness people suffering and not do anything about it. It merely pains her to the extremity, to state the truth, which actually is sort of weird, since she applied the same content towards the strangers; she seems to have much more caring than is enough, and it certainly is huger than her small, fragile form. Her heart merely is based upon nothing but good things such as care, which is why it deeply does hurt. It's like she's some sort of empath, which, of course, isn't true, but that doesn't mean that she cannot feel what other people feel. Morag definitely has the desire to do as such, which is why it happens. She can sense when someone is happy or sad, said figuratively of course, and she hates the fact that most people seem discontent of and about their lives. Even though it does sound sort of lame and childish, Morag likes to think of herself as superman... well, supergirl in this case, mainly because she wants badly to help people, except that in this case it's helping them emotionally... and she probably is capable of doing that to some extent, mainly because of her cheerful, happy side.
- HAPPYWho can never possibly witness the delightful things in life when they linger right underneath their noses, especially when a young girl insists on them resurfacing instead of those bad memories that remained in the past yet were locked within everyone's heart still... in a way that no one would ever like, unwillingly. The beautiful things in life seem to be more appreciated towards Morag Rousseau, for she can never allow her eyes to fill up with those unacceptable memories that keep haunting her, for she pushes them away before they can make it through and finally get to the girl. Probably abnormally happy is the exact words used to describe such a young figure, but she could care less, honestly, for she would rather be described as such rather an old, gloomy shadow that merely lives unseen by the human eye depressed for the rest of her life... though she seems to associate more with such people, wanting them to appreciate life and what it's capable of giving. She's probably a hypocrite, for secretly, no one knows what is really going on through her mind, that she maybe doesn't appreciate life and thinks of it as unfair, for it truly is, but she had blocked these thoughts away and remained in this state which left a smile that was forever lingering and playing against her lips. Morag hardly ever thinks that anyone will ever note that aspect that will be planted within her till she either gives up or will lie deceased under the dirt. Unfortunately towards her, she herself is completely oblivious about these feelings that existed and still will exist within her, for she can never handle them ever again, and her personality is rather too fragile for her to think of such outcomes that will clearly come along her way upon some time. She would rather face them later, keep telling herself that she isn't anyone other than Morag Rousseau, the girl who was the complete opposite of her whole family, never gloomy and never mature enough to handle whatever they seem to. One thing that's a definite fact is that she is capable of placing a smile across some people's lips, for her happiness seems infectious enough for such a thing to occur, and she herself doesn't have the desire to rid her lips from that delightful smile that had affected her tremendously throughout every aspect within her life. It proved to have been a best friend for her till this day, but what she doesn't know is that this whole 'happy chirpy' trait might have been an enemy, for that probably isn't who she really is, at least, not a major part. People keep on telling her, life isn't all about smiling and life is never fair, but she would ignore such things and what people keep on muttering to the girl and would keep on living life like some others did. Live and laugh. That's what she would rather do, for she could never picture the future and she doesn't want to at all... since the future has wars, sadness, and devastation... nothing other than that, or at least, that's what her deepest, darkest conscience knows. If anyone asks her about her future, she'd merely smile it off, telling jokes and such, but deep, deep down inside of her, she knows it isn't a big joke... it's much worse than that, especially with a family like hers.
- SMART&HARDWORKINGSome people think that whoever gets good grades, then they enjoy studying to the deepest extremes; well, that isn't really true in some cases, but with Morag, it's completely true. Somehow, the young girl managed to make the word studying into a fun word, as she seems to possess such a simple mind, therefore, making even the studying business rather fun towards her. How? It' rather unknown, but it's definitely a good thing. She merely wants to finish everything quick enough, which is why her time is always precise and she never is tardy. The relief would then wash over her and she would be free to do anything she likes, in her theory that is. It would probably be haunting her for the rest of the day if she never finished her work first. It's just how everything is with this specific young girl. Reading had definitely been a huge passion towards her, and she could never get bored with it, since it had been a friend of hers when she was at the orphanage and at her own house as well. It had been quite the loyal friend, and without books, she probably would never have been this intelligent and witty as many expected her to be. It's not only the fact that she reads numerous educational books, but also various stories, another thing she enjoys to the full extent. Those children stories had even gained her liking, but she prefers the more mature ones, with lots of complicated plots and things no one her age could have possibly comprehended if they didn't read during youth. Thank the books for her wittiness, to state the truth. Morag is definitely not the smartest girl in hogwarts, for she highly doubts she is even anywhere near that, but the fact that she is able to grab a witty saying when talking to anyone or even accomplish her homework semi perfectly is a good thing that she would hold onto forever. Another thing that could possibly be one of the greatest things within this girl is her ability to remain forever ambitious and hardworking till she receives what she desires for. It's, most of the time, a good thing, for it helps her quite a lot in her school work and projects, especially those that are somewhat harder than normal. Not only in school, but apparently, in her every day life. If she has the ultimate desire to discover something, she would do it till the deepest ends.
- ADVENTUROUS&BRAVEDesiring the fact to live life to it's fullest and never regret anything for seeing life is beautiful is quite a major effect upon such thoughts, Morag had debated on whether anything is worth doing that. Apparently, it was. She's the type that would cherish the least of things in life that are left uncherished and non cared for, which is why she had been this girl whom will live her life to the fullest, meaning that rarely does she fear those physical things in life that are normally feared. For one, she can never seem likely enough to be afraid of adventures, in fact, she welcomes them to the deepest extremes and she has quite strong desires for such things, since her adventurous side is really high within this girl. Normally, she would never refuse a dare, unless it could possibly harm someone other than herself, for she seems to care far too much about others more, way more, than she does towards herself. Besides that point, if anyone dared her to jump off of a bridge, she would definitely do it for the thrill of it. Apparently, she loves being thrilled in such a way, like hanging upon a rope millions of meters far off the ground, which really might be impossible but she would definitely do as such if dared. She never did crave for the attention, but it's something planted within her, accepting all dares that is, and she's oblivious as to why, since from the outside, this young girl seems to be one fearing numerous normal things, but that's quite not true. Never judge a book by it's cover. But that's only when it comes to bravery, as her appearance gives off the I am nice vibe, which is why many seem to approach, and she does have the qualities that would make her as such. It seems as if her aspects contradict each other, but that's never quite true. In some sort of complicated way, if it wasn't for she being quite the sweet, loving person many know she is, she might have never been adventurous or this light spirited: which is mainly why she's quite fond of every thing within her... not really fond as she brags about it, for she never does brag about anything. She might be quite mistaken for some sort of dangerous person when seeing her accepting a dare or being in an adventure, for bravery and determination will be written all across her features, rather unwillingly. It's really weird how her emotions seem to be shown all across her face even if she was feeling such minor emotions. Whether in pain or something much different than that, such as bravery, it will clearly be shown all over her features, which is why she's easily readable, but no one actually pays much attention to it, for this girl seems to be one of the nicest lingering around, which is why they expect her to be nothing but such a simple aspect... nothing far more complicated. They probably would never even think that bravery existed within her depths if they don't witness it by themselves, or so some people would assume, she was told.
Negative Traits»» [/b]
- STUBBORNWho can ever pass through anything whenever their doubts linger long enough and their weakness appears, therefore, them not being persistent enough and never showing it across their features. One thing that the young Rousseau is for sure is the fact that she can be as stubborn till the deepest ends of anything. Whenever she has her eyes set on something (in a completely innocent way, of course) she would want it no matter what. That is, if it already didn't belong to her friends or anything for that matter. Usually, when having some sort of competitive discussion with anyone, especially a professor, then she would defintely win... well, most of the time at least, since she can be a real pain in the behind whenever known as such. Arguing, in a way she thinks is rather much friendlier than any other possible argumentative person, till she gets the answer she desires for had always been what Morag is specialized in, and she's rather content with the way she is. Sure, some people can actually hate that about her, and even though she cares too much about people's opinion, this one trait had helped her tremendously throughout every problem within her life, and she would never betray a faithful friend like that trait within her now, can she? Being stubborn is a shelter for her to use in order to win anything she wants to badly or merely in a simple way. She doesn't think too much about it, for it exists within her and had already been stained across her personality for a long time and in a strong way that it can never be removed easily, not that she wants to. She, obviously, would never be stubborn in a way that can make someone upset badly, for she cares about everyone too much in order for that to happen, and her ways to show her persistent side might be much different than many others. First off, she appears really innocent whenever being as such, to the extent that some might be fooled too much to think that she is even trying to win a cause or a competition, but usually, it comes upon her by accident, as if she didn't really mean to appear in such a way. Either way, she is probably much more persistent than a viscious cat attempting to catch a mouse when deeply hungry (definitely figuratively; sort of the complete opposite of what Morag is, but then again, that's how stubborn she actually is... much more to state the truth). Usually, such an aspect places her on the hot seat, the spotlight as well, but she never is ashamed of being known as such, since she would actually do anything to support her beliefs. If in a normal competition with a friend, it will probably end up in laughs, for even though she remains stubborn and somewhat serious, she can loosen up easily and never becomes the person who's never nice and anything along these lines. At least, Morag knows how to support her beliefs, to win a competition, or whatnot, and at the same time never become too serious or lose that smile that plays against her lips, an infectious aspect within her. Becoming too competitive might push people away, or as such she keeps on stating.
- MYSTERIOUSWhenever anyone is mysterious, rarely does anyone recognize these facts, for most people just are on agreeable terms with what they see and witness on the outside, therefore judging the book by its cover, and no one can possibly suspect that someone is what they aren't. Most human are content with the way everything is in life, which is why they keep on telling themselves that the world is a happy place, and that people don't have any other side of them... the same is applied towards Morag, for she might be the worst. Her innocence, her childish acts, her... whole personality... she herself is oblivious to whether they are genuine or not, and if she herself doesn't know, then how will anyone else? They will merely believe what she believes about herself, what she had grown up to be, and what everyone were used to. It might not show ever since the first glance taken towards this young girl, and it might even never show when spent all the times with her, but the solid fact is, that this bubbly girl is actually mysterious and has many aspects that beg to differ than the ones always shown to people. She was never eclipsing anything her sister did, yet, she seemed to be the complete different from what she is, therefore, giving her mysterious thoughts about herself. Twins are supposed to be alike, but apparently, when with Morag, everything is rather different than what others expect things to turn out, especially that Morag never allows anyone to see that trait within her. Is she a fake, in absolutely any way? Maybe, or maybe not. Does she have any clue? Absolutely no. She doesn't seem to think of herself as anything as such, for she's one to remain chirpy and happy all the time, therefore, there doesn't exist any mystery within her. That's not true in the least bit. It seems that those people with delightful demeanors seem to be the most in which hide numerous things, or at least, that's what Morag Rousseau is like, and whom she was ever since her incidents in life. That doesn't mean that her personality is never genuine, it merely means that she could have been much more realistic than she actually claims to be. Morag is tired of waiting, which is why she never places any mysterious aura around her, because some people are curious, and when they are as such, they might take forever to discover the deep pits of this girl, meaning that she doesn't want anyone to play her knight in shinning armor or her friend that will rescue her from her misery, that is, if she ever does show that she has any. Morag merely is greedy in such an aspect, in only this one, not wanting others to see what she truly is, and she doesn't want her own self to know that either, for she really is quite afraid of what might happen next and whom she will grow up to be.
- CAREFUL&CLUMSYIt seems that two contradicting things do attract, though they never get along well, do they? That's not how it is with the personalities and aspects crashing together within Morag Rousseau. How can someone be careful and clumsy at the same time? Probably it seems quite confusing, but Morag is already one hell of a confusing girl, so it wouldn't matter if more was added to such a thing now, would it? Either way, this girl can seem to portray both traits immensely well. For one, she can be quite clumsy when not paying attention, for she can go bumping into anyone easily and can spill a vase over the floor easily. Now comes carefulness... she can be careful when it comes to organizing everything. There, that's how she can be both at the same time. It seems as if her clumsy side conquers her careful one badly, therefore resulting in her being constantly much clumsier than she should be with being careful. It seems that whenever she takes a step, she seems to have broken something or caused a huge havoc. The good thing about it is that she laughs it off, and merely could care less about it when it happens at all. Even though she's quite precise in being careful, that can never be proved as such whenever in one of her strolls or any of her physical acts. Thankfully enough, she can handle her school work good enough, which is why she can never seem to be clumsy whenever she's working upon it. Another aspect that she seems to portray is the unrealistic self that she is. Most of the time, this curious young girl opens her mind to anything, which results in her thinking any weird thought. Cows flying? Pigs swimming? Anything, she will be able to think rationally about it. It might sound as if she resembles some lunatic person, but it's actually quite fun, especially that she loves thinking outside of the box she's trapped within and locked. It proves to be fun at times, thinking so widely and coming up with ideas that she's not supposed to have in the first place. The curious little girl does have a wild imagination, that of a child, and she proudly possesses it, and it also proves to give lots of laughs at times.
- PRANKSTER&CHILDISHLiving her whole life as a mature person had been reduced quickly as she grew up, for her thoughts always remained in the young stage of her childhood, and her memories wanted to remain there and nowhere else. Morag is trapped within that la la land of hers, not wanting anything that has to do with being mature or an adult or anything along such lines. The future freaks her out, tremendously, and she can never seem to comprehend just how badly she has to grow. Morag always desires to remain in the younger stages of life, unlike her sister Moreen, of whom seems to be the polar opposite of what Morag had grown up to be. This aspect does attract most people, wanting to have fun and the time of their lives with the childish Morag, but apparently, what they don't know is how scared Morag seems of growing up. They might have noticed, for she always seems to ignore that subject, but never had they known the solid truth that lingered behind all that smiling, grinning, and laughter. Being a rather fun prankster, Morag always welcomed the word fun, though never has she welcomed violence or anything as such, meaning that her pranks barely harm anyone. It also might not humiliate them in any way, perhaps she might welcome the simple yet funny pranks. But of course, they still are fun; since they never harm anyone doesn't mean that they could never be classified as fun or so: it's quite the complete opposite, for she can never allow boredom to enter any grain of sand within her life, or else, she would probably go completely lunatic... well, crazier than she already is considered to be. Boredom is never welcomed or even anything that will be tolerated in any way within this child. Truth to be stated, it's that she can actually be pleased with practically anything, since she can probably turn the boredom word into the meaning of fun. Morag is rather simple, so she doesn't need the best of things to keep her content; hell, even studying can probably make her smile (because she knows how to have fun whilst studying, hence the fact that she seems to enjoy it). To others, most of her acts are quite childish, for she seems to grin more than it is natural for most people her age, and she can probably get all excited over a lollipop or something of that sort. Morag knows how to lighten up all the time, and therefore, it results in her never being sad, not from what she thinks, at least. She is rather oblivious to what her feelings are, for she had grown too much into a child in order to care. Whoever thinks that Morag might actually turn mature and anti hyper have probably lost their minds, for it doesn't seem to be the case when glancing at the features of the young girl, though, of course, it might surprise some people when knowing the former her. Besides that, even though if she looks practically identical to her sister, they can probably be differed by the childish features, for Morag seems to contradict her in numerous things, including the maturity. She merely hates being known as someone who can never seem to be non serious about anything in her life, for that would be a sign of maturity, and Morag is afraid to grow up, afraid of what might come along her way if she did.
- OTHERSIDEMorag wears numerous scars though no one can ever see them, at least, emotional scars that is. Unfortunately for her, and she knows it too perfectly though never admits it, she has another side to her, and the fact that she keeps on stating: oh, how life is beautiful, is actually a mere cover up and completely fake... well, not entirely. Yes, Morag is a caring person and everything as such, but something within her had been buried for so long. It's there, but she doesn't know it, and she herself doesn't know that she is hiding these emotions deep down inside of her, and if she ever did know it for a solid truth, she would merely deny them and state otherwise. Hating to be anything of what she used to be, she had placed this demeanor on the exterior, that of this chirpy little girl. Everything in her personality is purely genuine, or most of it at least, but the happiness definitely doesn't exist. Of course, she would be known as a hypocrite to her own self, but she is oblivious to these feelings existing in the first place, and she would never want them to resurface ever again, not when she had worked so hard to become the person she is now. This other side of her is... well... different. First off, she's much more aggressive than she claims to be, and she was capable of harming people in the past, and she's afraid of being capable of doing it again. How, being asked, harming people? It's either physically or mentally, for as known, she can read most people like an open book because she's too social, which had helped her quite a lot in deciding what people are afraid of. It's actually quite easy, for every single movement occuring from them can provide a huge statement. She doesn't only get lost physically, but she also is lost within her own emotions, not knowing which is which. People think that she welcomes like and love brightly, but that isn't true in any way. She hates them. She hates being liked, or loved, in an emotional way that is. Truth stated is that she's afraid of them, and she cannot tolerate any such strong feelings. Once again, she had proven to be a hypocrite in such things. Upon some time, she used to be the mature girl who would never lighten up and would probably be anti social, to some extent at least... the complete opposite of what she is now. Back then, she was unknown, or at least, known for being unknown... but now, she can hardly think that anyone would think of her as such. Just because they see her bright, happy face, they think she's brightly happy, and they don't know that there lingers other things besides that within the girl.
Likes»» [/b]
- Ice Cream ( A large portion of the passion that she possesses goes to Ice Cream, for she's completely obsessed about it, especially that of a vanilla taste. She acts more like a child when the word Ice Cream is mentioned, and it's rather easy to trick her, especially with Ice Cream lingering around. She loves it just as much as she loves animals, or any other human being for that matter. Morag is quite weird as such, but that's what she was built up from in the first place. )
- Faiytales ( Morag likes to believe that life is nothing but one, huge fairytale. Everyone keeps on stating that life isn't all good, and there are bad things within life, but Morag would never believe it, which is why she clinged onto that belief. It lightens her mood quite a lot, thinking that in the end, everyone will live happily ever after, including herself. Besides, such stories do interest her somewhat, well... to some extent. )
- Theories ( Apparently, Morag lives in her own la la land, whereas anything and everything is possible to her. She has numerous theories about life, and mysteries entice her badly to a huge extent. Time travelling, for instance, was one of her many obsessions, and she, one day, would want to try it. )
- Studying ( It's rather weird for adventures and intelligence to be mixed together, but with Morag, it's not so weird, apparently. She mixes them both perfectly, and she loves possessing the enough amount of obsession towards studying and achieving the highest of grades. Outstanding is the only level that will ever please her, for she's sort of a perfectionist when it comes to herself. If anything below such a grade, then she would work twice as hard in order to correct it. It's not something she has to do... it's something she desires for. )
- Nature ( She might seem like a treehugger, which she is in a way or two, but she's, as well, obsessed with the mere beauty of nature. Creeks and water attract her the most, which is why Morag is the sort of person that would remain under the rain for the sole refreshment of it. )
Dislikes»» [/b]
- Hatred ( Morag believes in love and love only, which wouldn't come as a surprise to those of whom know her. She dislikes the mere thought of hate, for the world itself was build from hate and she would never want to believe such a painful thing towards her. Even though all her life she'd been given hate and hate, she still possesses a firm believe that people eventually love each other, and no one would hurt the other purposely. )
- Failure ( Succeeding in life is quite a huge dream that she had had ever since the younger years. Seeing herself as a failure would be an extreme fear of hers, for if she failed in life, then what could possible happen later on. Failure to her means failing school-wise, or even people-wise. Which is mainly why she had attempted to become the friendliest anyone could ever be. )
- Alcohol ( Anything that could possible ruin someone's life completely would immediately gain her hate, including Alcohol, drugs and such. She thinks perfectly well that they could bring someone down completely, and she herself had lived as such for quite some time. When she was younger, drugs were her only saviour, but now that she's quit, she's afraid that she could possible return to such bad habits, after all, Old Habits Die Hard. )
- Loneliness ( Darkness never attracted Morag, and her vision of darkness is the lack of light and remaining alone without anyone next to her. The sole thought of that could send shivers towards her and frighten her badly, for lal throughout her life, she experienced this and that, then settled down for remaining with a group of friends, or else, her thoughts would pierce through her like an arrow piercing throw her heart. )
- Herself ( Everything she dislikes, almost everything, seems to have been buried deep down inside of her... very deep down that they never seemed to exist anymore. Morag's conscience knows far better about her than she ever does, for someday, perhaps such things might resurface, and that's quite a huge fear she possesses. Perhaps she might even turn into her father one day... which scares her quite a lot. )
Amortentia»» [/b]
the smell of the refreshing creek that was besides the orphanage; the vanilla scent that used to fill her breath everytime she wandered around the orphanage; the smell of cologne, her father's that is.
Boggart»» [/b]
azkaban/herself or her father in azkaban.
the reason she's afraid of such things is not a normal fear of it because it's scary, but because of the fact that this place would be one that anyone would think Morag will never go to. That frightens her tremendously, the mere thought that she could be evil or such and then end up in Azkaban to prove as such. Her father ended up there, so why wouldn't she as well?
Patronus»» [/b]
a Vixen: the mere reason that she's afraid. Vixens are known to have been quite decieving, which is why her fear mounts up everytime she remembers her patronus. She could never be decieving in any way, could she?
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appearance.
appearance.
Height»» [/b]
5' 7.5".
Weight»» [/b]
91 lbs.
Eye Color»» [/b]
bright blue with a visible twinkle lingering within its depth.
Hair Color»» [/b]
vivid red.
Skin Color»» [/b]
healthily pale, somehow reflecting her glowing personality.
Body Build»» [/b]
quite petite and slim for someone her age and height. perhaps it had been years of acting as royalty, or so her mother stated.
Nationality»» [/b]
french.
Distinctive Features»» [/b]
It's quite the easiest thing to diffrinuate between Morag and any other due to her uncanny features. With hair that possesses the deep color of vivid red (almost auburn), and eyes that pierce so happily with a twinkle and shines brightly blue, she could easily be noticed from between a crowd, or most of the time at least. As of scars, she has none at the surface, but perhaps a few lingering within her arms from where her mother had abused her badly, though it's always hidden underneath a layer of magic. One definitely different aspect about her from other girls, most of them at least, she rarely wears make up, and when she does, it's perhaps for the fun of it: red, reflecting her hair, would shine against her lips, and perhaps a light layer of eye shadow, or maybe any other sort to experiment. Morag merely enjoys such. Scars that she possessed did fade away during her years, or some of them at least, but of course, they never did die, not emotionally at least.
Dress Style»» [/b]
Normally, she wouldn't wear high heels for they seem quite... boring to her, if they could even be described as such. Morag would just wear whatever she wants for shoes, mainly those sports sneakers since she seems very much fond of sports, but then again, she's a girl, so high heels is definitely a style she wears whenever needed. In Hogwarts, it's rather recommended for her to wear a uniform, which is what she is found with sometimes, but she'd probably add some style to it, not too much as not to anger the professors, but... something her style. Not anything along the lines of radish earrings most definitely, but perhaps she'd design it with some colors here and there, just to mark her 'territory,' stating that she's quite... non boring to some extent. Her normal attire is quite casual, most of the time, as she'd either wear sport shorts and a large T-shirt with a bunch of words when she wants to play sports, or she'd wear something with her style upon it, meaning somewhat weird for others to wear in Hogwarts. Having grown up in a Muggle orphanage, she knows exactly how to dress up like Muggles, and is fond of doing as such rather than those robes that the wizarding world has to offer, though she doesnt mind quite much. Also, even though considered rather incorrect to wear as such on normal days, she might be found wearing formal dresses. Simple, yet somewhat formal. Her mother, for one, had forced her, but to state the truth, she had taken a liking towards such attires, which is why she'd probably be wearing a white or colorful dress on days that she should wear casual. But this is casual for her... then again, this is Morag Rousseau, afterall.
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school life.
school life.
Social Status»» [/b]
She has quite a high status within the people for numerous reasons. One - her mother is a filthy rich pureblooded snob, so naturally, she would have a huge place in society, and so would her daughter. It only came naturally. What people who haven't met Morag would state about her probably would be along the lines of 'like mother like daughter', meaning that she would be much of a mean person as her mother is. Tht's utterly incorrect, for within the school, the main reason that she became so known is because of her social acts and friendly gestures, and not to mention her continiuous pranks. These three combined together could form numerous friends, as well as enemies.
Alliance»» [/b]
It's rather unknown as to where her loyalty lies, for Morag has this firm belief that everyone is good. If Voldemort was alive, she would have stated that he had some good within him, and she would have sworn about it as well. Morag currently doesn't possess an alliance, but holds onto such a belief and remains neutral, even though she's quite one of the nicest people anyone could ever meet... for now at least.
Career Goal»» [/b]
Morag's dream career is unknown to her currently, but she does have a few plans in the future. Her passion lingers within those six subjects below, which is why she plans on combining them together somehow. She has the desire, somehow, to become a witch adventurer, as in one to discover runes or new theories about life, for her obsession always helped over there. Of course, with such grades, it's quite easy for her, but she also does have the desire to include Potions within her future, which is why Auror might be a good job for her, if she ever stopped believing that everyone is good. Which is why, finally, she might become a Rune Discoverer of some sort, or maybe she would change her mind later on. It's quite unpredictable, but it never was hard for her, with grades as such that is.
Taken Courses&Grades»» [/b]
- Ancient Runes :: Outstanding
- Arithmancy :: Outstanding
- Defense Against the Dark Arts :: Outstanding
- Divination :: Exceeds Expectations
- Potions :: Outstanding
- Transfiguration :: Outstanding
Favorite Classes»» [/b]
Quite frankly, Morag's favorite classes are everything. Her passion towards studying made her like them all, without any exception in the least bit. She succeeds in almost all of them with an outstanding achievement, and needless to say that she enjoys her time tremendously when in any class. One might find that hard to believe, but that's who Morag is.
Hated Classes»» [/b]
She hates no class, not even Divination or History of Magic. It's probably weird for most people, but for her, it never was. Passion towards studying is definitely what brought this huge outcome within her.
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history.
history.
Family»» [/b]
Parents;;
Jackson Rousseau; father; in azkaban.
Marissa Kelly; mother; alive.
Siblings;;
Moreen Rousseau; twin; deceased.
Other Family;;
Charrity Rousseau; cousin; deceased at age eleven.
Lauren Rousseau; aunt; alive.
Gavin Rousseau; uncle; in azkaban.
Past»» [/b]
- BEGINNINGLife always fails to reach any expectations made, especially by those that are yet to grow in such a place where they are unknown to the dangers of the world and what might linger around them. Life always seems to stab anyone in the back whenever it wants to. Rarely does anyone think so much of that word, life that is, but what they're oblivious to is the fact that life is something that should be thought thoroughly to in order to live it; yet, when that does happen, never will a smile replace those lips in which once upon a time when first born, were so innocent and always possessed such a smile in which never left them. Even though many believe that seasons change but people don't, they couldn't be more wrong about such a conclusion, for they could never have met the Rousseau family, in which each and every one contradicted the other in numerous ways. Many things had proven that their life had been quite different than many others, though that didn't make them any better, for if anything, they lacked numerous things that those people classified as normal possessed; they were much worse. Blissful chaos. Perhaps that's the two words more than enough that will be used to describe the lives of those that existed in the Rousseau family, and unfortunately for those who existed within it, they could do nothing in order to change whatever needed the utter change. What is there to do with those newly born into this world, with no power and incapable of even breathing, barely that is? Many would expect that those innocent little creatures have the ability to change their ascendants, though unfortunately, this particular family would, and could, never change because of the new born babies, never will because of the innocence spread across the household even though it clearly shines from within the youngsters. Apparently, love was never a factor given off in the recent dark times, especially when the darkness has to do with a family member. 'Quite easy' doesn't exist in this world filled with complications, and no matter how much people try to deny it, especially those who plaster a completely fake smile against their lips, chaos does belong to this world, and a destructive havoc will occur sooner or later... in every single family, or at least, that's what the Rousseau had known for almost all their lives, which wasn't really productive much, being a family that is. Morag Rousseau's life would be known across the next pages of her life, though many of which no one would have expected out of the bubbly, young girl. Many thought she dreams as if she lives forever, or that she lives as if she'll die the very same day, but if they take a close look upon her past, shock would clearly utter. Laugh and live. That's what she managed to be, but what about what she used to be? What about her older self? What about the saying, seasons change but people don't... is it ever true in her case?
BIRTHAugust ninth, quite a chilly night that came upon the Rousseau household, especially that fall would come knocking on the door anytime soon. It seemed that when the night had folded itself upon them, there existed the agonizing yet beautiful cries of those children, noting everyone of their waited birth. Finally, the Rousseau family was a family, with children for them to watch upon those young creatures that brought happiness towards them. From an outsider's view, it was clearly stated that the Rousseau twins were loved and well cared for, especially in such a middle classed status in which not much had occured throughout their lives. But as stated before, life could easily stab anyone in the back and make them hallucinate about the fact that there exists no love or happiness when death eaters are placed into such an equation. Morag Isobel Rousseau, the youngest of the two was named, not after anyone specific, but merely because she was clearly innocent with such a flushed, semi lunatic face that they gave her such a name. Her twin was named Moreen Isabella Rousseau, and the two resembled ecah other far more than anyone else in the Rousseau family, though they seemed to look very much like their cousin, Charrity Rousseau. With the whole family, even her aunt and uncle, there during the time of birth, the warm feeling of being accepted and loved filled that of Morag, and she could never have wished anything other than being in her mother's arms whilst those that are close to her lingered by and gave off every ounce of love they had. Lies. That is what everything had been. The birth. The love. The care. Everything was nothing but lies. It seems rather absurd thinking that a parent would never take care of their own children, but then again, life was absurd in numerous ways that no one ever knew. The first breath taken is always the one the young Morag would remember for life. Even though it was filled with all those blatant caring from the family, it was merely a fake, plastic demeanor that everyone placed, and the events that will forecome had proved much worse than that. Morag Rousseau did remember crying upon that first night, much like any normal child would, but her tears were that to prove what was coming in the next few years, and her tears were nothing but genuine. Though the birth of anyone is quite one of the most difficult and beautiful challenges that this life has to give, there still will be much worse than that in the future. Drama doesn't follow anyone, for it rides upon their back, far worse than anything. Even though it's quite the pessimistic thoughts that would invade anyone, it's really clear that if any family had one bad little thing within it, then the whole family will be torn apart and their life would mean nothing but a black hole. Fortunately, some people know how to survive, though... will it be genuine? Will those smiles that Morag Rousseau place upon her lips ever be genuine?
CHILDHOODAfter the birth of the two youngsters, Marissa Rousseau was left to take the motherly care towards her two children, whilst the father remained locked within his office with a bunch of people from work. It happened quite frequently, though Morag would pay no big head about it, whilst Marissa felt rather uneasy whenever that had happened. Marissa knew perfectly what happened behind these closed doors, though she would never admit it outloud and merely tell her children that their father was working on some sort of project. Morag could care less about such a thing; she did love her parents to some extent, but she always placed a cold demeanor across her features, and people thought she cared for no one or anything. Shocking, isn't it, that someone that is so lively, someone that is so constantly happy and content with everything was once upon a time a person who undermined everyone's courage and cared so very little about anyone but herself. She did have a few real friends, though, one of which was her sister. Believe it or not, the two were the best of friends along such times, and not to mention they were the same towards their cousin Charrity. It was rather unusual to witness the three without each other, for they seemed to be the three musketeers of some sort. Morag didn't think much about her family, and even though they knew that she loved them, they kept on telling her to show some of the emotions that were hidden, but she remained unshaken by anything and as cold as ever, much like a clone of her father, so much like him it seemed as if they were one. The closest people to her always stood there whenever she needed them, and she was loyal to them, though to others she would never do the same. Towards other people, she would stab them in the back and would probably bully them badly, much worse than anything, to state the truth. These were normal for her, for one event had proven that quite much towards the young child. Once, she was taking a stroll along a muggle neighborhood, all alone without anyone by her side... she was about four, for her mother lingered somewhere nearby and she was lost, though she merely wanted to get away from her mother for upsetting her badly. She was quite mature at such a young age, and either way, she had witnessed something that had turned her into her father. There he was, her father that is, in a dark alley with two other Death Eaters, and they were torturing a person into telling them something, and Morag wasn't afraid, in fact, she thought it was quite normal. When her mother found her and saw what Morag had witnessed, she took her home and started shouting at the top of her lungs at her, especially when Morag stated that she wanted to be like her father when she grew up. Apparently, this was the first time her mother slapped her... and guilt swept through Marissa though Morag remained angry from her, till the fateful day in which had occurred a little bit too early for a child her age...
ARRESTEDApparently, there's more than meets the eye within anyone, and the soul within is unseen by a mere human eye, and can never be examined fully for normally, a person would hide who they truly are with the best they can, much like Morag had always been, but so had her father... where else would she gain such traits, especially that they lingered so conquestly between her genes, possessing every little part of her and as much as it could. All these nights in which her father wasn't there for them, away performing his work so perfectly, Morag respected him fully, and she loved her father far more than she did to her mother. Even though it was a result because her mother had snapped at her and ended up slapping her once, but Morag was really stubborn and she could never let such a thing get past her like that... she never forgives and never forgets, or at least, that is in her earlier years of her life. Her mother knew this perfectly well, and it pained her badly for Morag was really cherished within her heart along with Moreen. Both of them were her daughters for goodness' sake, but either way, Morag would never change her mind about anything. What happened had happened, she kept repeating, but she never changed her mind. No one can ever change the beginning, but Morag didn't even think that the ending could ever change for her. She knew perfectly well, being quite mature and realistic, that life would change and in the end, everything will fall apart like always. That always happened, so why should it be any different with the Rousseau family? They weren't that much good, and her father was always engulfed in his work, which sooner or later, his whole family would know: excluding Marissa, for she knew him ever since she had married him, though her love was far too strong than anything else. It's rather unusual for a witch in her status to fall in love with her fiancee, but that's what happened, and whether he returned the same feelings or not, she would never know, for they married upon an arranged marriage by the two families of the Rousseau's and the Kelly's, being of pure blood. Even though rarely anyone knew this, an aranged marriage could eventually turn into true, genuine feelings; perhaps requited or unrequited. The pure blood status needed to be kept at a high level, but since there still were left very few of them, arranged marriages have been made everywhere. Jackson's parents supported what he was doing, and so did Marissa's parents, but Marissa herself was more worried about Jackson than anything else. She hated that he had to be such a person within this life, taking muggle's and muggle born's souls away with just a spell, merely to remove the 'disgrace' that had happened to the wizarding kind. Morag forgot all about that night, in which they no longer had a family, and they were officially called orphans. Both were five years old, Morag and her sister, and they were off playing together when suddenly, a knock upon the door, a very unfriendly one, alerted them to stop whatever they were doing and go downstairs to witness the departure of the one person Morag respected truly. A few men had entered rather violently, and then shot a few spells across Jackson, which stunned him fully and after that, everything was quite a blur.
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