The {Personal} Journal of James Sirius Potter.

[James Potter]

Wow. I think I might actually be losing it. Kamilla Lestrange? Come on, who am I kidding. She'd never like me, and even if she did, nothing could ever happen! God, curse Sirius Black for letting himself get killed by Bellatrix! Curse Ballatrix for being a Death Eater. And killing Sirius...
Geez, this kind of stuff is so confusing....
and I think that my cousin Dominique suspects it, because of something she said to me in the courtyard.

And also, I got into a fight with Rowan Dalton. Another Slytherin. While I was talking to Bella, he came over and managed to take her away. I'm not sure where me and Bella stand now.

Well, Bye, I guess?

-James Sirius Potter

[James Potter]

Well, I must have been kidding myself with this whole Kamilla thing.
Because now she's dating /Fitch Gaunt/.
God. I always hated that stupid prat.

Wait, I barely know the kid.
Is this Jealousy I'm feeling? I've never felt jealous of anyone in my life. When have I ever needed to?
I'm the best at /everything/.
Or am I?
Am I really that fabulous at DaDa?
Am I honestly that good looking?
Ugh.

-James Sirius Potter.

[James Potter]

I kissed her.
Kamilla.
Then she ran away.

She left her book in the tower, and I went to find her.
She was in the forbidden forest, drunk. Wasted.
I gave her the book.
She got angry and yelled horrible things at me. She threw the book.
I tried to talk to her, but she wouldn't listen.
So I left.

I went to the gardens, to get rid of stress.
Met a girl there.
Ivy Brown.
I think she might be a friend of Rose's.
I flirted, talked, and smiled.
I asked her to go with me to the ball.
She accepted.
She's gorgeous, and nice.
I'm happy.
I like her.
Ivy Brown.
Wow.


-James Potter.