Post by Alexander Lee on Oct 13, 2008 16:45:32 GMT -5
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(( AlexanderVincentLee ))
"Why is it so hard to imagine me next to you?"
Full Name»»
Alexander Vincent Lee
Date Born»» [/b]
July 9th
Age»» [/b]
17
Year»» [/b]
Seventh
Gender»» [/b]
Male
Religion»» [/b]
Atheist
Sexual Orientation»» [/b]
Gay
Pet/s/»» [/b]
None
Blood Status»» [/b]
Muggle Born
Wand»» [/b]
6 inch Maple, Pixie Wing Core
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personality.
personality.
First Impression»» [/b]
The first thing most people notice about Alexander is his huge personality, which, on many occasions, is the sole reason as to why many people tend to steer away from this lively soul. His laughter is one that echoes down the hall and, as bubbly as it is, it is incredibly easy to get aggrivated by this active and optimistic feature. Always standing out in the crowd, his physical attractiveness is soon replaced by his overally confident nature.
Always on the move, it is almost impossible to ever get a perfect moment to approach this character, but as infuriating as his characteristics may appear it is evident that below his hyper and outgoing shell is a gentle, sweet and kind person - yet this is almost trapped by a far too optimistic personality.
Always happy, Alexander has been under suspicion from many of his fellow pupils. After all, surely no-one can be that positive all the time...
Self Image»» [/b]
Alexander has been through many tough times over the recent years, all revolving around partners. These experiences have left him feeling nothing more than ugly and useless, and it is this exact feeling that has rendered him into many sleepless nights of depression in the toilets.
Although far from ugly and untalented he is, Alexander constantly feels as if he needs to prove himself towards others in need of acceptance, not attention (As many of those around him constantly feel).
Little confidence in his own looks have led him into a rapidly increasing amount of confidence in his own personality. His philosophy is to replace his, apparently hideous self, with a big enough character that other people wont reject him. However, this personality has been exaggerated to the point that the true him really isn't showing. Scared to show weakness in fear of being verbally attacked, Alexander has resorted to holding his tears until night time - the only time in which he can be alone with his thoughts and reflect, usually negatively, upon his own life.
During the day, however, Alexander tries his best to stay optimistic and almost forces himself to be happy. Striving to keep opitmism amongst those around him, Alexander is happy to be the clown of the group.
Alexander sees himself as friendly towards others, but doesn't see the extent to which this trait can become exaggerated to the point of annoyance.
Positive Traits»» [/b]
- Friendly - Overall, Alexander is an incredibly friendly person. Alexander is the type of person who states "Hello" to every person he passes in the hall. If in tears, Alexander will always approach in order to figure out the problems. Eager to ignore his own life, he will place full attention into the problems of others in order to raise the optimistic nature he craves in the air.
- Lively - Always on the move, Alexander likes to stay active and busy. The life of a party, Alexander is always the one to turn to if you're ever bored with life and need a good laugh and a friendly hug. Always appearing to be excited over everything and anything, there is never a boring moment with this character.
- Happy - During the day, Alexander aims for happiness, and finds it his goal to cheer those up around him. Alexander hates to see negativity in any other person than himself.
- Loyal - Whether in a partner or a friend, Alexander is loyal to those around him. Sticking by their decisions and respecting them, Alexander is always there to help his closest friends.
- Creative - Alexander has always homed a creative streak, and often writes poetry and stories reflecting upon his own and everyone else's lives. Alexander cherishes his creativity and defines it as one of his most positive attributes.
- Fashionable - Alexander is confident in his own dress sense if anything else. Always looking his best, Alexander forces himself to aim for perfection in his clothing.
Negative Traits»» [/b]
- Desperate - Being led on and used too many times, Alexander has reached the stage of desperation. Alexander is constantly on the search for "Mr Right", and it is this desperation that has led him into many fast actions, digging himself increasingly deep holes and ending many friendships with males.
- Negativity - Alexander's heart has been wounded too many times, rendering him to feeling useless and unattractive. Although he blocks out these thoughts in the day when he is around others, he fears being alone as the negative thoughts so easily flood his head.
- Exaggerated - This characters' personality traits are far too exaggerated. His optimistic sense shroads and hides his true thoughts and feelings. Because of this, it is hard to initially see Alexander's true self.
- Too Trusting - Alexander wishes for optimism in everyone else, but obviously this is a deluded concept. Alexander tries to see the positive side in everyone, and as such trusts them with secrets, inner thoughts and inner feelings far too easily than he should.
- Hyper - His active self has caused such a big personality that he is almost always standing out - yet for the bad reasons. Constantly seen as an annoyance when infact he is trying to be accepted rather than rejected, Alexander is victim to behind-the-back bitching and verbal abuse.
- Slow - Not too intelligent, Alexander can sometimes misunderstand and misinterpret conversations and meanings. Struggling in school he constantly feels that he has no succesful future within the wizarding curriculum.
Likes»» [/b]
- Happiness.
- Making others feel optimistic.
- Dancing.
- Singing.
- Poetry.
- Friendship.
- Romance.
- Meeting new people.
- Boys (A little too easily!)
- The smell of blossoming flowers.
- Those who show affection.
- To feel wanted and loved.
- Praise from teachers (Often a rare occurance).
- Positive traits in everyone, no matter how small.
- Standing out.
- Big personalities.
- Following the crowd.
- Fashion accesories (Especially hats and scarfs)
Dislikes»» [/b]
- Upsetting others.
- His relationship past.
- Pessimism in others.
- Bullies.
- The Wizarding Curriculum (He struggles with school)
- Rejection of any kind.
- Overally intelligent people (He barely understands them).
- Akward silences.
- Night.
- Darkness and Malevolence.
- Being disliked.
- Shyness.
- Plain and boring.
- Complexity (In everything from work to feelings).
Amortentia»» [/b]
Initially a smell of strong roses, however if smelt too much the smell rapidly changes from this sweet scent into a horrible stench lingering between dead or decaying flesh.
Boggart»» [/b]
Himself at night - alone, scared and fearful of the future.
Patronus»» [/b]
A small Bluebird; active and free, bubbly and bouncy - innocent and unaware of the evils of the world - each day doing only the neccesities for life with no added stress.
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appearance.
appearance.
Height»» [/b]
5''5
Weight»» [/b]
8 stone.
Eye Color»» [/b]
Baby Blue.
Hair Color»» [/b]
Blonde.
Skin Color»» [/b]
White.
Body Build»» [/b]
Slight Muscle, Slim
Nationality»» [/b]
English.
Distinctive Features»» [/b]
Most likely his eyes. A very light shade of blue, they seem bottomless and deep - easily mesmorising and beautiful, his true feelings can be seen in these gems.
Dress Style»» [/b]
Always desperately trying to enhance his appearance, Alexander is very fashionable and his wardrobe consists of a wide array of different clothing items. However, most noticeable about his style is his range of different accesories. Always seen with a differant hat, bracelet or scarf it is impossible to see Alexander in the same exact outfit twice. Always matching, neat and pristine.
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school life.
school life.
Social Status»» [/b]
Due to his large optimistic, camp and bubbly personality Alexander has become very popular, mixing in with the right people in the school. However, popularity is all these people are, as he feels he has no true friend except himself - no-one to turn to with his problems.
Alliance»» [/b]
Nuetral - Alexander will take the side that he feels he will gain more acceptance from.
Career Goal»» [/b]
Overall Alexander feels he has no Career ahead of him. His grades are verging on appaling and he feels that the wizarding curriculum is not right for him. His true passion lies within the muggle world of dance and singing, yet if he had to choose one in the wizarding world he would happily verge into journalism - his creativy outshines his lack of intelligence.
Taken Courses&Grades»» [/b]
- Muggle Studies :: A
- History of Magic :: D
- Divination :: D
- Care of Magical Creatures :: A
- Potions :: D
- Herbology :: D
Favorite Classes»» [/b]
Muggle Studies, simply because it is the only one that Alexander feels he has a chance in due to his muggle upbringing. Although boring, he feels he has to put least effort into this subject.
Care of Magical Creatures is another of Alexanders' favourite lessons - but this time purely because he genuinly enjoys the subjects. Caring as he is, Alexander is always happy to spend time with the creatures - even if some of them aren't as happy to spend time back!
Hated Classes»» [/b]
History of Magic, purely due to it's high academic level. Alexander was convinced to take this subject due to how well he could write essays, yet he finds the constant revision for this subject a huge pain and often finds himself stressed with the strenuous amounts of work needed.
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history.
history.
Family»» [/b]
Father - Vincent Harley Lee - Deceased
Mother - Stella Jane Lee, aged 43 - Owner of "Floral" (A flower shop).
Past»» [/b]
- Alexander was born as an only child to the muggles, Vincent Harley Lee and Stella Jane Lee in England 1991. Unfortunately, when Alexander was at the tender age of two, Vincent passed away and as such Alexander had no male rolemodel to look upon - a possible reason for his overally camp and feminine nature.
At the age of 7, Alexander was enrolled at a Creativity school part time in which he took part in ballet, tap, modern, jazz, singing and creative writing on a weekly basis. He highly enjoyed expressing himself through dance and writing, and was quite evidently a natural. It was at this age that Alexander also started helping his mother around her store, handling many different flowers, including roses.
It was then that Alexander started getting bullied for his activities at school, and he was constantly jibed as a "girl" by the other boys in his class, and Alexander started to doubt himself. As the years passed, however, he realised that he didn't just do these activities as a hobby - he had a pure passion for them and continued to enrol in his hourly classes.
Alexander was certain that the creative arts would be his future, yet at the age of elevan he was called into the back room of the store by his mother. It was here that Alexander first fully learned of his magic properties and was informed of his enrolment at a wizarding school, completely shattering his dreams of dance and singing. When handed the letter of acceptance into Hogwarts, Alexander was completely bewildered. His mother stated that she was well aware of the wizarding world due to a rumoured wizarding relative who had died countless years before, yet as this relative was on his fathers side little more was known or told. Eager to make his father proud, Alexander left all of his creativity classes behind and made his way to the wizarding school.
Obviously, Alexander found it increasingly hard at this school as he was so inexperienced at anything to do with magic, and his mind kept lingering back to his former life as a muggle, yet he persisted and fought through the years.
It was in the fourth year that Alexander first came into understanding his sexuality, a thought that scared him after his bullying at a younger age. On a trip to Hogsmeade Alexander met George, a boy of similar age who was open about his homosexuality. After spending a lot of time with George, Alexander felt feelings he never had before and was certain he was in love, and after many confidential and loving conversations with George he was certain that he loved him back too - yet this was soon proved wrong when Alexander found out George had no sexual or loving feelings for him whatsoever. Feeling led on, Alexander's loss of self-esteem began.
During his sixth year at christmas, Alexander went back home where he met Liam. After getting increasingly close to this neighbour, Alexander once more felt strong feelings, and after many intimate moments with him once more felt his heart open up. It was then, however, that Alexander was introduced to Liams boyfriend, and this characters world was absolutely flattened.
Many experiences like this followed, where Alexander opened his heart to many males, at school and outside, all ending with heartbreak. Alexander felt depressed on a regular basis, and felt overally unattractive and useless.
Alexander soon made a pact to leave the world outside the school and to focus on making others happy rather than striving to make himself happy - as he was certain any time he aimed for happiness he would once more be crushed.
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Your Name»» [/b]
Geo
Age»» [/b]
17
Other Characters Here»» [/b]
None
How You Found the Site»» [/b]
Character's Playby»» [/b]
Lucas Grabeel
Secret Word 1»» [/b]
Death Eaters Own.
Secret Word 2»» [/b]
Moldie Voldie.
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