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Post by Livinia Lange on Jul 16, 2008 16:55:46 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
It has just come to my knowledge that Normy is going to be teaching Astronomy. This is a disaster. A complete disaster. I have no idea what I'm going to do. My last safe haven and she's ruined it! Completely awful. The next thing you know I'm going to be suffering detention with McGonogal or that filth Hagrid!
I thought I was rid of her. I knew I should have done something in St.Mungo's! Why didn't I?! I'm so stupid for not. All I had to do is pull a little plug and poof! no more Norma. But, I didn't. Mum's been keeping a good eye on her. But, she's very fragile right now and there's a whole year. Maybe she'll be killed by the HOV because she's with the Order.
One can hope.
Love,
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Post by Livinia Lange on Jul 17, 2008 22:05:07 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
I think I'm going to be offered to join the Heirs of Voldemort. I'm not sure though. I would be a more viable choice, a better choice. Kamilla likes me better, she would choose me over Noelle any day. I'm sure of it.
This is beneficial to me in so many ways. Plus, Rowan is there. There is nothing wrong with that. I'm sure that after spending so much time together he'll fall head over heels for me. What could go wrong? We're great together.
I'll sit back and wait for things to fall into place.
Love,
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Post by Livinia Lange on Jul 22, 2008 13:41:04 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
Taking Noelle down is being put into aciton. Kamilla and I have agreed she needs to be taught a lesson. So, my dear friend Marie Lianne has come through for me once again. Her dear little care package was put to good use. I brewed some potion for Noelle that had been turned into chocolates from her 'secret admirer'.
She's getting what's coming to her. I can't wait.
Love,
Livinia |
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Post by Livinia Lange on Aug 24, 2008 10:45:47 GMT -5
A lot has happened since I last found the time to right in you. One, I've found I've fallen head over heels for Eli. Though, I'm not sure if I still like Rowan or not. But, anyway, Eli is wonderful! Amazingly perfect! His only flaw is that he likes OLIVIA!!! Why her?! What's she got that I don't have? I need to find out.
Second, I've contracted a cold that just won't seem to go away. This is my first time I've ever been sick, but I still want this achy head, stopped up head to go away.
Third, My future brother-in-law is dead now. He was killed yesterday by Mordred Deadlocke and it was all because of Jasper. She had intercepted a letter going to Mordred from Jaiden and sent it strait to Harry Potter. Oh my god, I just called her Jasper. But we did click somehow I suppose.
I walked all the way up to the Astronomy Tower on mother's orders and found her in her room curled up on her bed. She wouldn't even respond when I first came in. So, I cleaned up her room a little and brewed her some tea. Then when I sat down to give her her tea she grabbed my arm and told me to stay away from Jaiden Dragos and the Care of Magical Creatures teacher. Then she cried and blubbered to me and I mucked up the courage to hug her. Then I left when I heard the bell for class.
Now, Normy is going to be living with us, so I'm told. Mum's already moved her stuff back in. Isn't that just wonderful! Arg. I really don't want to have to share the house when mum and dad keel with an old spinster whining about her late lover.
It'll get better. Hopefully.
Love,
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Post by Livinia Lange on Nov 2, 2008 16:33:53 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
Well, I've been quite busy since the last time I wrote. A lot has changed as well. I no longer have a dear Elijah. He's gone strangely missing with rumors of being moved to Durmstrang. But, I don't really care about him anymore. My eyes are fixed on Sebastian Pryce. We are the perfect pair if you think about. He's the Sweeney to my Mrs.Lovett. I'm convinced if I could just get him to look at me that he would realize we could be perfectly chaotic together. Though, it appears that he is interested in that Hadyn Bryant. Ugg...She makes me sick she's so incredibly perfect. I just wish her brother would get embarassed and pull her out of school. It would do everyone some good.
But, alas, my wishes hardly seem to come true. For instance, I'm wishing things between Kamilla and I would go back to normal, but she's apparantly mad at me. I couldn't fathom why. I should be mad at her. I have a right to be. But, this rift is getting bigger and eventually I think we are going to get in a major fight. I don't know when it will happen yet. Hopefully we'll be able to smooth things over over Christmas Holidays. I've invited her to my house for the first of them. My hopes aren't high though.
Also, my mother is acting very strange. She's been out of the house a lot. I'm pretty sure that inevitable divorce of my parents is coming soon too.
So, calmly I will accept that my life is falling apart and that Sebastian is the only good thing left in it.
If only he would just look at me....
Love,
Livinia |
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Post by Livinia Lange on Dec 2, 2008 21:03:55 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
It's almost the exact hour that I almost got kidnapped and taken away. I'm tucked away in a bathroom stall in a girls bathroom I've never been to before hiding because I'm scared. I always throw up I get so scared on this day.
I can remember the day like it was yesterday. I was out shopping with Kamilla and Mr. Lestrange, he was treating us for god knows what reason (probably just to get away from Marcella). Anyway, my mum gave me a phone a couple of nights before so she can check on me and so she called and I went out to the front of the store to talk to her. That's when it happened.
It was all so fast. I just remember these big white gloves grabbing my mouth and a wand being held to my chin. I instinctively thrashed and kicked at him, though it didn't work. He managed to drag me into the alley and then all of the sudden I heard that guy says something in his sleezy voice about telling what really happened on that day and then Rastaban yelling out a spell and then all the sudden I was free. I was so afraid. I threw up all over the alley way and was in hysterics the rest of the night. My mom came and took me home. Rastaban and Kamilla came home with us and had dinner and stayed the night with us because it was just going to be me and my mom. I stayed in her bed but didn't sleep a wink.
I still dream about that sadistic man. It haunts me.
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Post by Livinia Lange on Jan 22, 2009 19:54:55 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
I did it! I actually did it! I Livinia Charlotte Lange stood up to her highness Kamilla Walburgine Lestrange! I'm running on adrenaline right now! This is so invigorating. Never in my life have I ever gone up against her before! I've always been a lady-in-waiting, a follower. I just feel so powerful now. Even if it was just for tonight.
I know I will regret this tomorrow when her royal pompousness is not speaking to me, but I don't care! The world is changing! I can feel it in my bones. Tingles are running down my spine. Eventually, I will never take orders again! I've never felt such a relief. It is like I've had this sudden weight lifted from my chest. I can actually breath. I'm going to think for myself more. I don't need my mother and grandmother's orders. I'm my own person and I'm not going to let anyone take that away from me. Not anyone! I'm going to make choices that are right for me and not what's right for society.
I feel as if I could run around the world and back! I must've lost my mind because I've never felt this way before. Something inside me has snapped and it will not need to be repaired.
I could just.....
KISS FRED WEASLEY II IN THE GREAT HALL!
I think I might. I've never felt so grand before. I'm floating on air. I wonder if this is what your skin looks like when it glows.
With love and an imeasurable amount of happiness,
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