Can I trust you? ||BlairMeiSmith||

[Blair Smith]

Don't know why I'm writing in this thing, actually. The only person that will ever see it is me.
I could write a little about me, but I really don't feel like explaining my life story, because when I read this in a few years, its not like I won't remember everything that happened to me. Unless I get amnesia or something.
In that case, I'm Blair Mei Smith, 18 years old. I'm a 7th year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
My parents are Zacharias Smith and Cho Smith, but who cares about them, right?

So, anyway, I'm kind of thinking Kamilla doesn't trust me anymore. Or like me. Ever since her and Sadie had that big fight, and I chose Sadie? Not a good move on my part. I haven't even talked to Sadie in a month. Choosing Kamilla would have been more worth it, in the long run. I am pretty confident that I'm one of the only people that knows Sadie's secret though. Unless it got around somehow.

Jakob seems to be the only good thing going for me. It's hard to believe that less than a month ago, I didn't even know who he was. I wish we had met sooner, but I'll just have to enjoy my time with him. I don't know what love is, so I don't know if I can say I love Jakob. But if I have loved anyone, it's him.

James Potter, that spineless little spawn of Satan that he is, (oops, not Satan, spawn of Harry Potter!) is dead. I'm going to kill him. He could have killed Jakob! He sliced his whole back open, and put him in so much pain, I almost cried. Well, I did cry. I just got done spending hours with him in the Hospital Wing. He told me all about his life. I'm going to visit him in the morning too.

Well, I have to sleep sometime.

-Blair.