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[Howl Nott]

they call me 'hell' they call me 'howl' they call me 'him'
they call me 'pete' that's not my name. that's not my name.
they call me 'quiet boy' but i'm a riot. mary-jo, lisa always
the same that's not my name. that's not my name.
*Howl Anthony Nott


all dressed in uniforms so fine ,,
they drank and killed to pass the time

otherhalf wise words and sympathy, tell the story of our history
practicallyfamily stood side by side, our friendship never died
inseperable we knocked on the doors of hell's darker chamber
bestguyfriend deep in the heart of where sympathy held sway
bestgirlfriend i put my trust in you. i put my trust in you. i put
partnersincrime in the shadowplay, acting out your own death
childhoodfriends to the centre of the city where all roads meet
onandoff waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand
drinkingfriends spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know
partyfriends flashing, cars are crashing, getting frequent now
enemiesturnedfriends i did everything, everything i wanted to
bestfriends as the assassins all grouped in four lines, dancing
closefriends dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, to the radio
goodfriends but she expressed herself in many different ways
averagefriends well i could call out when the going gets tough
acquaintances where have they been? where have they been?
firstnamebasis a room with a window in the corner i found truth
friendofafriend i was moving through the silence without motion
justmet what means to you, what means to me, we'll meet again

wearing the shame of all their crimes ,,
with measured steps, they walked in line

diediedie tenth floor, down the back stairs, it's a no man's land
hardcore getting faster, moving faster, it's getting out of hand
enemies here are the young men, the weight on their shoulders
indifferentenemies pushed to the limit, we dragged ourselves in
friendturnedenemies and with cold steel, odour on their bodies
mutualhatred walked upon the edge of no escape, and laughed
mutualdislike to the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank
onesideddislike and she showed up all the errors and mistake
onesidedhatred and seized up on the floor, i thought she'd die
backstab there's always someone who's gonna stab your back
rivals lost control again, she screamed out kicking on her side
friendlyrivals well i had to phone her friend to state my case
jealousy each ritual showed up the at door for our wanderings
annoyance i could only stare in disbelief as the crowds all left
avoidance got the spirit, lose the feeling, take the shock away
lovehate these sensations barely interest me for another day
tolerance i could live a little in a wider line, the change is gone
scaredof portrayal of the trauma and degeneration, the sorrow

they carried pictures of their wives ,,
and numbered tags to prove their lives

final then love, love will tear us apart again, love will tear us
future that something so good, just can't function no more
possiblefuture we saw ourselves now as we never had seen
current but we were immortal, we were not there, washed up
past-bad now our heart's lost forever, can't replace the fear
past-good and we would go on as though nothing was wrong
past-stillchemistry synchronise love to the beat of the show
onesidedcrush i see your face still in my window, torments me
mutualcrush when routine bites hard, and ambitions are low
pastcrush you cry out in your sleep, all my failings exposed
pastfling listen to the silence, let it ring on, eyes, dark grey
currentfling in fear every day, every evening, he calls her aloud
futurefling painstaking devotion and love, surrendered to self
spouse two ways to choose, on a razor's edge, remain behind
fiancee there's still this appeal we've kept through our lives
forbidden emotions won't grow, and we're changing our ways
secret there's a taste in my mouth, as desperation takes hold
obssession control, she's lost control again, she's lost control
friendswithbenefits two-way mirror in the hall, they like to watch
enemieswithbenefits you torn apart, witness to your empty heart
fuckbuddies is my timing that flawed? our respect runs so dry
makeoutbuddies watch until the beauty fades. i need it. i need it.
physicalattraction blindness that touches perfection, but hurts
onenightstand a wayward distraction, this is my one lucky prize
sexualtension staying out the time, touching from a distance
onandoff i could live a little better with the myths and the lies
fleetingglances things that we've learnt are no longer enough
flirting watched from the wings as the scenes were replaying
lust confusion in her eyes that says it all, she's lost control

made it through the whole machine ,,
full of glory never seen

mixedfeelings which way to go, decide for me, let me know
badinfluence this life isn't mine, something must break now
goodinfluence i don't want to act uncool like all the other sods
confidant room full of people, room for just one, i can't break
protectiveoverme the only one responsible to take the blame
protectiveoveryou grab it while you can, but don't ever relax
mutualrespect forgive and forget's what they teach, or pass
onesidedrespect washed up on the beaches, struggling for air
rolemodel people listen to you, don't you know it means a lot
admiration but if you could just see the beauty, these things
roommate is this the role that you wanted to live? i was foolish
fakefriend you slap our backs and pretend you knew about all
neverspoken i'm ashamed of the things i've been put through
familyfriend we all need the security that belonging brings
familyspecify mother i tried please believe me, i'm doing the
otherspecify wire screen, the eyes of those standing outside

this plot page was made by SAFA! of caution! you are not allowed to
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credit to an awesome band called joy division. rip ian curtis. please also
remember that i have final say in relationships and plot. i have every right
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make relationships varied, there are a bajillion options out there. i would
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_Girls_



* Livinia Charlotte Lange


Acquaintance
Mixed Feelings
Physical Attraction

What you said - "Never really met Howl before. I don't really understand him. He's gorgeous, there's no doubt about that. But he seems so...how would you put it....unnapproachable."
what have i said? "I dunno, I've never really met her. She's pretty attractive... meh, I may talk to her sometime."

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* Kamilla Noelle Lestrange


Childhood Friends
Drinking Friends
Party Friends
One-Sided Crush

what have you said? - "Howl's a Nott and a Rosier. I'm a Lestrange and a Dolohov. Of course we've grown up together! He's a good looking, charming partier. He knows how to have a good time. But I've seen the look in his eyes when people are in pain. It's vicious and frightening. I wouldn't trust the boy too much..."
what have i said? "Kamilla? Yeah, I go back with her. Our families are fairly intertwined, so I see her at all of the weddings and such. We often get together and cause quite the ruckus. Sometimes she seems afraid of me but whatever. She's still a close friend."

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_Boys_


* Jaiden Dragos Scabior


mutual dislike
annoyance


what have you said? - "Nott's annoying. He thinks he can take me, and I'm laughing, like 'Dude. No.' But, I mean, he can do whatever the hell he wants. I'm not stopping him from doing scrazy shit. Long as he stays away from me and keeps his mouth shut, I'm good."
what have i said? "Who?"

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* Sebastian Seth Pryce


bestguyfriend
partnersincrime
childhoodfriends
onandoff
drinkingfriends
partyfriends
rivals
confidant
mutualrespect
familycousins


what have you said? - "Our fathers were cousins, therefore making us along the lines of second cousins, which is why I have known Howl all throughout my life. It was rather rare that we ever visited them or vice versa, for my father preferred being shunned away somewhere, but my grandparents insisted on doing as such, linking the whole family together or something along such lines. I'm not sure if he knows much about my history, for my grandparents kept it rather a secret and such, therefore, we grew up as equals. We were somewhere between friends and rivals, making the best of our time together, but we didn't become best friends during that period... more of close ones. After a long, long time in which I was taken away to the orphanage and to my second house, I'm not sure if he knew anything, but we lost a tremendous amount of contact, until Hogwarts came upon. When I met him again, we regained the mutual respect we had for each other, and over the years, it amounted towards us being best friends, Of course, friends could have been another word, but more of equals and such. I do trust him, he is family after all, but then again, we have been on and off friends since then. He's actually one of the very few people that I could consider as such."
what have i said? "We've laughed, we've cried, we've drank, we've smoked. We've rolled and tripped together. We've lived together. He's my comrade and I would have it no other way."